Where I went
25 Mar 2015
"With you went so much of me... How have you changed since your loss? Are we still connected to the ones we love and can never physically touch again? Is there a different kind of touch that takes place from the moment of loss into a life of loss? What continues? Does that relationship continue to grow in spite of the physical separation?" - Grief and Healing in the Aftermath of Loss
It's been more than 3 years since I shared the above with my grief group. I don't know who I used to be. I don't miss whoever I was because I don't remember. I wish my daughter was still alive. I wish I could be with her as she grew old and had children. I yearn for her to be with me. I still love her just as much. That's what hasn't changed. That will never change.