Intrigued with Happiness

 

20 May 2013

I love this. 22 Things Happy People Do Differently - Successify!

During the time I read the list mentioned above I was struggling with how to actively heal myself from complicated grief. I remember being intrigued with happiness as a concept yet I couldn't remember how it felt to be happy. I had started to be determined in creating habits that would help me back to some semblance of my former self, but without a real memory of who I used to be it was hard to find a goal point of recuperation. Five years later I am able to see how my efforts have healed me, but not in the way I thought might happen. I'm still broken - weaker in lots of ways but stronger in some also.