First Year's End

9 Feb 2018

Looking back at the recent holidays, I am thinking about the first holidays without her. I remember that getting through the end of year Holidays was such a relief. I am not sure if I dissociated or what, but I just have a vague memory of sitting around smiling with my family while feeling completely dead inside. At that point, nearly a year after my daughter's death, I only remember the feeling of her not being there. This had nothing to do with  my family members or anyone else.

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